15 Weeks Without a Smoke...(as of Tuesday!)

and it still isn't easy. for those of you that have never been addicted to something for 25 years, you just can't understand.

the poison has been out of my system for almost 2 months now. but, at least a dozen times a day, i keep getting nicotine fits. bad ones. first one is always when i wake up...in days gone by i would be fumbling for the pack and the lighter, now, i know that it only lasts about 30 seconds to 1 minute. i can last that long. i keep telling myself that, and it still works!

best part, though, is when i stop by my favorite watering hole after work, and see everyone running outside to smoke (CA, y'know!) and not feel the need to follow them.

well, i'm proud of myself.

thanks for visiting!