Quitting Update

last night was rough. i was awake for most of it, tossing and turning and craving a smoke, and during the few bits of sleep i got, i dreamed of smoking. cigars, cigarettes, a pipe, everything.

it sucked.

work sucked even more, trying to be alert after maybe 3 hours of broken sleep...and in my job, i have lots of hot things and lots of sharp things to worry about...not to mention making the food taste good while trying not to injure myself.

good thing i'm an insomniac already, and am used to working with little to no sleep.

today seemed to be easier as far as the cravings went, hope tonight isn't a repeat of last night.

i'll find out soon.